Inside out

Have been wasting lots of time recently

Probably will waste more until new year

7 movies in 2 days. Epic

Never do that before till the past 2 days, but was fun.

Watched a animated movie today

Recommended by a friend of mine

Know this movie

But cartoons are always not in my to watch list

Well, although I never cry

But this movie teaches me a lot

Probably about emotions

Overconfidence

Happened to me a lot

As I misjudged the situation & become complacent

Maybe sometimes is good to listen to others

& accept certain opinions

Nervous

Being nervous and rushing a decision doesn't bring any good

I know it, every single time

But until now is still something that I want to overcome

Is hard, & I failed many times

But I just have to try, to overcome it

So that in the future, I can act normally, speak normally

When I'm facing every person around me.

Family

I will say, I miss them

Miss the time together

Is my 4th year abroad

It annoys me that I am spending lesser time with them

Maybe I should join them if they come to travel

Maybe I should just go back home & work

I dunno

There's just too many factors to be considered

If honesty is key

I will probably be honest about slowly losing the ability to cry

My tears usually flows when I'm under too much pressure

Or some scenes are just too touching

But haven't been crying for months is just a bit weird

Doesn't freaks me out

But I think I probably need some time to release my emotion

Completely

& yea, this movie, "Inside Out"

Is great

Left Durham today

Might not be going back anymore

The feeling is pretty.. Awful

Miss there, as always

& I know, I need to let everything go