Couldn't believe that I have not written any post for a while.
Thought I will do this more often.
Got a bit off track recently, not sure it is a downwards slide or a reversal from the bottom
Things happened somehow, but in front of the wrong person
The person that I hope will not have the chance to see this side of me
Probably quite a surprising one, very different from how I usually portray myself
I guess now I can see myself clearer, knowing what I should do moving forward
Will get a break after exam next week, just to sort myself out on things that happened recently
Somehow it feels like going back to the old dark days
Somehow it feels like things have not changed much since then
New challenges pouring in, can't stop them and these are just part of life
One of the person that I appreciate and idolise the most gonna leave
The right decision, yet feeling upset about the departure as well
I hope things just remain the same, although I know is just impossible
Have to accept the fact that people don't remain
Enough of discussion about feelings....
Already started planning what to do after exam
The only thing I can think of now is to focus on work, haha
Such a boring plan but oh well, just have to do it
Maybe start to restart certain hobbies like reading, or movie marathon
Maybe start to replay the instrument that has been left with dust for a while
No time to waste now thinking about these
Back to study. TBC
