Monday, December 29, 2014

那个我

有时候,感觉或许是最真实的
或许结果不会是想要的
但是事实之后,还是要走下去的

改变了
多年的种种考验,把我塑造成另一个我
不是那个大家熟悉的我
但确实一直都是,很真实的那个我
那个不需要原因去相信的那个我

不知道我将来会到哪里去
但是会带着这一份态度去面对
生活中的挑战,考验
这是我答应自己的
答应了就要去完成

《算什么男人》
本来不是特别喜欢,现在却一直重复听
有些东西,不是注定
只不过要转换角度去看待和感觉
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v489sYYjtHI

Friday, December 12, 2014

Passion

Rare times, blogging in English
Oh well, probably coz my English is not that good so I always type in Mandarin, but today just feel like trying out something different.

Had been very out of form recently..
I think, for about 1 month,
Have been struggling
Going through a lot of hurdles and challenges
Trying to adjust, & form a better inner self
There are always lots to learn in life
As time goes, slowly realize that I need to transform (like transformers xD)

Shaping to become a better person?
I have no idea whether how good I will be
But I am holding on, to my passion, to my faith, to my thinking
Life without passion, is just terrible
Everyday just don't feel like waking up
My ex-boss quoted, "When u are passionate about your job, your studies, u will wake up early for it, u will feel energetic for it."
Is true, & I know what I am currently lacking off. The PASSION

Stressed up about money last week
Thinking about how much my parents has spent on me
Thinking about how much will I need to pay back
The amount, is ridiculous
Have no idea how can I achieve that
& at that point, slightly deviated from my principle
Coz in my eyes, there is only MONEY

Calmed down
Work,
Isn't about money
Isn't about getting good reputation
Isn't about how high your position is
But is about passion
About the way that you can contribute to the society
About the way that you can keep your mind thinking & coming out with new ideas for the better world
I always believe this works
& I still believe.
No matter where I go, I will still be myself.