梦想与努力

想，想，想
很多时候会想，不一般的人的想法是怎样的呢？
虽然不想抄袭别人的脚步，
但就像学习知识一样，学了然后运用在自己身上
只不过这是学习思维方式，然后增强自己

其实一直以来对黄晓明没什么兴趣
但今天看了他的讲说，却让我学习了很多
他说自己不聪明，英文烂，似乎跟我就是绝配哈哈！
但是他也说人可以不聪明，但是不能不努力，
我想是对的。
之前刘德华也说很多人说他歌唱得不好，
但批评他歌声的人却被他努力的精神打动。
我想，其实输赢好坏似乎已经不是最重要的了，
或许常识也不是我最想学习的东西，
能够学习这些很珍贵的思维方式，能够好好的运用，
能够呈现出自己，我想才是最重要的。

以前总是会有那种想法，
就是努力了为什么还得不到，
为什么还是比别人差。
其实这个问题似乎是没有固定的答案的，
因为应该没人知道为什么。
努力不一定会有回报，但不努力就真的是投降了。
无论有没有比别人聪明，或有没有比别人幸运，
我还是需要努力，再更努力

我想，梦想不一定是要赚很多钱，要住大房子，开名车
那样我会变得很贪心
梦想也不是要安居乐业，向往天天享受的日子
那样我会变得懒惰
我一直以来不知道我的梦想是什么
但是我想我知道了
我的梦想在于培养正确的生活态度
可能之中会遇到许多的困难，也可能不会很有钱
但我想，有了正确的态度
生存下去是没有问题的。
甚至，我也觉得成功是可以达到的

Where I belong

3 years ago, I was just a fresher
From attending pre-departure,
till became a sport officer,
became a VP,
led the most challenging event in my life, NXR,
stepped down.
2 months later, is my turn to say goodbye,
what a contrast that is.

This society is always deep in my heart,
I love it, a lot.
When I was about to give up,
it was the love, and the people,
that let me understand what is perseverance.
Things that seem to be impossible,
ended up well.
I would not say it is a miracle,
but it was teamwork that did it.

However, people started to let it go.
This year didn't go as well,
& it seem to deteriorate continuously.
I was speechless, & probably in despair,
probably because I care about them so much.
Although now it doesn't look too good either,
but I believe, it will be good soon.

They are my family, always.
I will be leaving,
but I will do my best, to be back,
to see you guys again,
& the person that I care about.

I belong here, always.

走下去

走了好久，依然还在走着
很多时候会问自己，是什么让我一直走下去
其实我一直都不知道为什么
或者可以说，这个原因随着时间在不断的变化
情况不同，状态不同
有的时候真的是需要一个适应期
以前觉得，身边的支持是力量的泉源
可是走远了之后，力量没了，反而感到失落
甚至因为这样的一个原因，变成一种压力
背负着很多人的期望，很累

或许我是幸运的，
但运气不会总是在我身上
在我身上的运气其实都是别人嫉妒的眼光
与我交换角度后，或许就会有人明白了
觉得能把我看清楚的，你的把握又是多少呢？

我想，有些事情，需要时间的磨练吧
最重要的是，现在开始对得起自己，就好了
可能我哪一天会跌倒，会受伤
但我始终会站起来
我想这些东西也不是很难，也不是天才才能做到的
只是看自己想不想带出这样的一个态度吧

Self-searching

There's time, when I do not know what I want.

Out of a sudden, the road in front seem to diverge

& they seem to be endless.

It keeps me down, low emotionally

& is affecting my progress in things.

Do I aimlessly just want to secure a second upper?

I do not know.

Definitely have to work extra hard, to confirm that I get what I need to.

Or else, probably will have nights to worry about the outcome.

It's crucial, it's a one way path.

I can only move forward, I have to run,

is like in a maze, where I would have been eaten by the monster if I couldn't escape in time.

What if I can't? What if?

Devastating? Disastrous?

I do not know.

Sometimes I just have to put all the eggs in a basket,

& have to succeed.

I really can't confirm where will I be, in a few months time.

Trying to minimize the false hope, 

trying to be logical,

trying to avoid unnecessary attention,

trying to give myself some space.

To breathe, to escape from people's assumption on my success or failure.

If I fail, is it really unlucky? Or actually it is my own fault.

Will you be dare to point it out if it is? 

Or will you judge me solely based on your assumption?

If I succeed, is it because I am lucky? Or is it because I am smart? Or is it because I worked hard?

Will you be able to understand? What am I going through?

Or you will just push me to a dead end & force my outburst?

Is hard, to bare with certain things.

To prevent overreacting, is probably best to stay in this unclear state.

I am always finding myself.

Maybe I am still lost in the forest,

but I will definitely find my way out.

Soon.

When the target is clear,

I will know what I need to do next.

& that will be when I found myself. 

F&F7

There is never a time, in my life,

that I feel strongly about writing a post of a movie.

For the first time, I could not wait to watch the movie,

& I watched it straight after it was released in the UK last Friday.

It never disappoint me, definitely.

It is, Fast and Furious 7

I am never a Paul Walker fan, until he pass away last December.

Is not that I do not like him, is just that I really like Toretto instead of Brian.

Before the movie started, I wished I do not expect too much, that might lead to a disappointment.
It happened a few weeks ago when I watched Divergent.

It is good enough, just that I probably expected too much from it.

But this, F&F7, is just amazing for me.

It is the best tribute to Paul. I swear.

Nothing could be better than this in my opinion.

If I could rate this movie on the scale from 1 to 10,

I will give it a 10, or even more.

Am still in this F&F7 craze after watching it,

keep replaying the soundtrack of the movie for a few days.

Hardly any movie touch my heart that deep nowadays,

but this, is just amazing.

& this, is probably the most suitable song

for everyone to remember Paul

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0aIo2dlGMvY

The brotherhood theme

Toretto: I don't have friends, I have family.

No worries, no spoiler definitely. :D

Look forward to F&F8.