Nostalgia

Went for a haircut today
As usual, the same salon that I always go to
I think since I am 12
I never really want to go to other places for haircut
Well, although the price increased from RM10 to RM18
Throughout 11 years..
Yet I still stick to the same salon

Once the hairdresser saw me, she greeted me "Boy!"
Well, not many people call me that way
Apart from my mum, one of my aunts, & there she is
Nostalgic
Suddenly it feels like I have went back to 11 years ago
When I first enter the salon..

I would not say this is the best weekend for me
Because I had been working from home on both days during weekend
Back to the days when I question myself
Is this what I really want?
I still do not really know what I want for now
Running low in energy even during weekend, probably still adapting into work life
Well, at least got a kabutops yesterday

I believe things happen just naturally
Nowadays spending most of my time on work
I actually hardly think about anything else
Never really have a thought on relationship anymore for now
Not really a good sign, yet this is the step that I intended
Being workaholic is definitely not attractive
& I guess is also proven for now

Suddenly miss a lot of things
& definitely one of it is to lie down on my bed till noon without worries
Haha!
The past is always good, but the future will be better
Hope so

生活的角度

工作的生活进入了第三个星期
其实从一开始就真的没想到会走到今天吧
每个星期过了之后其实都感到挺庆幸的

对于工作上的宗旨
一直以来坚定不变的还是学习
虽然是带着很多念书经验进去的一个人
但工作上其实很多事情都非常的不同
大大小小的事
有时候觉得挺压力的
但却又有些要去做去尝试的想法

角度
算是最近学到和思考最多的一个东西
很多事情其实可以从不同的角度出发吧
人类通常都挺固执的
不是每一种角度都能接受
但要真的慢慢的看透一些事
需要从很多的角度出发
去了解不同角度的想法

今天微博上都是丹哥的事
也不知道为什么
好像预了在我生命中
偶像就不一定要完美的这种心理准备
所以其实这件事虽然还是有些失望难过
但其实还是挺看得开
只是希望大家能够让这件事淡化吧
那就是我的角度

很多人都会说犯错是ok的
但其实你真正犯错的时候
这个ok就根本都不存在
因为要接受需要有很大的勇气
不是很随便就能放下的东西
把别人的错误放大其实对自己根本没什么好处
但很多人都喜欢把别人的错误放大
把自己的错误放小
那么有空炒作还不如好好审核自己比较重要吧
这是我的另一个角度

今天和朋友讨论了一个观点
是关于投诉这方面的东西
有的人不明白他们在投诉的是什么
有的人喜欢跟风似的投诉
有的人只会投诉
但如果你让他解决问题他也没办法
那就，麻烦多去思考吧
与其浪费时间在无谓的投诉
倒不如去多明白一些问题
而从解决的方向出发

角度
在我的生活中
一直都在转变
我相信是更好的转变
因为让我看到很多自己的不足
当然也看到很多愚昧
但这些都是生命中重要的积累

Small things that I don't like

Ok this post might be slightly negative, but I guess is good for me to place a note here maybe to serve as a reminder for myself.

Gradually figured out what I don't like/ might not be able to accept towards people around in general. I am probably a quite easy to get along type of people, which usually can accept most of the habits and characteristics of others. However, recently I had become slightly easier to become annoyed with little things. Although I still show respect most of the time, yet I think I have to make myself clear or at least try to avoid things that doesn't suit me.

1. Being late is.. not a very good thing, if there's no valid reason and extremely late for no reason is just too much for me to handle.

2. Note for drivers on the road who are very used to simply drive to another lane without giving any signal. I don't think the road is yours so please don't create danger for others.

3. I don't really like to dine in on extremely expensive/ fancy  restaurant with not very good food. Anyway this is just my style of living.

4. Not a fan of expensive car, nor a super big house. A few days ago there's someone that mentioned how his dreams changed at different stages of his life and he said, "There's always people that will have a more expensive car than yours, and have a bigger house than yours." I guess there are other things that are more valuable than these.

5. I know I don't earn as much as XXX, or whoever that I am not concerned about. I just want to get my normal pay and live my own life. So, even a person earn a lot more than me is fine, no need to ask me why.

6. Results are just things that people usually want to see. I didn't achieved what I want during these two years and of course these are some sort of failures in life. Nevertheless I think I had pushed myself enough and did what I could possible do. To be extremely honest I don't really like the judgement/ outcome, which I might feel a little unfair, yet I will accept it and just move on. The major lesson that I learnt is, work hard doesn't mean you will succeed. So sometimes we should probably look at people that failed after working hard and accept the fact that the theory of work hard will lead to success is not exactly true all the time... Congrats to people that achieved their aims, but please be considerate towards those that didn't.

Thanks for being tolerable and understanding if I showed some emotions when I face these situations.

Work and study are really two different things. Now everything starts from zero, is time to pick myself up again. Glad to have really helpful and considerate people who are willing to spend their time for guiding me or providing clear explanation. At least for now, every morning I will still look forward to go to work and learn from my team.

Learn on weekends? I don't know what's my take for this yet, we will figure out by compiling all the statistics during the first few weekends. Time to rest my mind.