Have a friend, that once told me, I care about trivial, petty stuffs that others don't usually care.
I always thought it is a good thing.
But at some point, I don't really think so anymore.
Why would I care, if others don't?
That's the question I had asked myself more than a thousand times. (I guess)
& I still don't have the answer.
Seeing things differently, is just who I am.
If you are shit, then I don't want to be the same shit as you.
That's what I always tell myself.
For certain things, I care more than any people I know will do.
Sometimes is on myself, sometimes is just my principle.
I don't give a shit on some unnecessary rules and regulations,
but the thing that I am giving my best on, is keeping my promises.
I never intend to break my promises.
I never intend to forget something that I shouldn't forget.
& when I do, I accept my mistake, solve it, & move on.
People don't always take me seriously.
You see the true colours of someone when you are with that person long enough.
Promise made, and is broken, and is over and over again.
Just like and endless stream.
There is no definite line between trivial and non-trivial,
but I just hope that people care about things around them more.
I don't get anything when I do certain things,
but I will still do it.
I used to enjoy attention, from people around me.
But as time goes, I don't, anymore.
You can clearly see, who cares about you most.
& who understands you most.
I still like to have attention from people that I care, I love
No matter what, this won't change.
People that don't care and say that you care too much are just trying to justify their carelessness and insensitivity. But I guess it helps to find a balance as well, no point getting yourself all agitated over people that don't matter, which is something I keep reminding myself too :/
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